Hellos & Goodbyes
So, I think I told you that I've been having a hard time keeping myself together. Well, last Sunday, I felt like I was having a super solid day. I was well rested, the kids were home, it was an okay day. We went to church, I got through the worship songs without breaking down! Music. That goes straight to the heart, doesn't it? But I was doing it! I was on my way to a dry Sunday. Until I saw him. A young boy with his mom. He came over to her with that look of excitement on his face. You know the one: "Mama!" When they are young enough to be excited to see you, to give you a big hug, to still sit on your lap. You can rub their back and maybe sneak in a kiss on the back of that neck. Get in a smell. A nuzzle. Feel his hair. I think most of you can relate. I smiled. I just watched them interact. It was so sweet. And then my mind betrayed my solid day. It interjected: "What wouldn'...